And there is no creature hidden from His sight, but all things are naked and open to the eyes of Him to whom we must give account.

Remember He is watching over you any time and anywhere.

I know I should be joyful. But I am not. Maybe it's because I'm not a good person and I'm not a good Christian. I don't know how to balance all these things.

I want to quit this program but I really don't know where to go if I drop it.

Class load is so heavy this semseter. I'm so busy and tired. I know I'm learning. But most times it's not joyful.

I don't know what to say. Everybody would encourage me. But no one can help me exetpt God.

Would YOU help me?

I know life will move on. I know it's very possible that I'll live for more years to continue this story.

I just want to be honest. It's so hard right now.